In and about...

I have to make up for things unsaid yesterday. My life is one that I never would have thought it would be right now, yes... but it's one that I am completely in love with. I may be uncomfortable with change, but the turn my life has taken is one of total blessing and laughs. I have an incredible Husband, who treats me right and who I love more than anything. That right there is a priviledge. I'm eating well, living it up in comfort and style, staying healthy, enjoying the outdoor weather, experiencing new people and new places, and feeling the precense of Jesus in every step.
I was thinking of yesterday and talking about change. I realize when you think of the "uncomfortable" enough you sometimes fail to see some of the consequenses that make you you relax. More than relax, but become confident in the direction your going and in love with the journey itself. I have more than I realize to be thankfull for, and all I can do is open my eyes to the gifts I am given rather than only focus on whether or not I can handle them.
I guess thats what I am more concerned about when it comes to change. It's whether or not I can live up to what God puts before me. I have always been someone who loves the "great happenings" in life. It's the getting there that hinders me at times. (great happenings- anything that allows you to experience the things I highlighted in my profile in life) Isn't it funny? It doesn't matter how much you overcome, there is still one thing you are affraid you cannot.
I want you to know now that change will never get the best of me. I always end up appreciating it for what it brings.
You know what the coolest new thing in my life is? My Husband Joel. a shared home, life . . . love is one of the most incredible things I could have imagined it to be. And you know what else? Throughout the changes in my life he's always going to be there. And thats never going to change. Joel, I want you to know how much I love you, and that the change you bring to my life is one I couldn't live without.
p.s. to any one else I promise not to be this mushy again!!!