Monday, August 01, 2005

New life...



This is my first time here. Well my first time ever writing my own blog, however I have read quite a few. It's exciting to be doing something new with my thoughts like this, and even more so knowing that they can be read by anyone who chooses. I guess that makes me a little nervous at the same time, but I know that I don't have anything to prove to people that I don't even know, so really it's just different to me.
My blogs may seem totally lame at first, but like I said I'm new. In fact my whole life right now is new. I was recently married, moved to Seattle WA. from Ontario Canada, and am currently looking for a new school and job. ...
...and life takes a swing...
Change is fun isn't it. I mean it can be scary, exciting, confusing, unpredictable, spontaneous...but most of all I find it fun. At least that was what I told myself over and over for the first few weeks, until it eventually wore off.
To be perfectly honest I really really want to be one of those spontanious people that love and thrive for change, but quite frankly am not. The fun part for me is looking back about a year from now and saying "oh ya, that wasn't so bad. Actually I kinda liked it." It's not that I fear change or don't want it, I just feel that God seems to spring it on me right when I think I'm getting comfortable where I am. Don't you hate when he does that?
Maybe thats the point though. Who wants to live a comfortable life? That sounds pretty borring and I guess it's God's changing my life that makes me realize that. So how about saying thanks... I do and I am.
My life in these last few months of change I have to say have been pretty awesome. I cannot complain. So really I realize I had nothing to be ucomfortable about, and am learning the excitement of growth which comes along with change. With growth comes learning and with learning comes new thoughts.
I hope to share my lifes changes, growths and thoughts with you as I have taken this great change of pace in my life. And that is that I am a young married women out and living her own life for the first time with a life partner. Change. New life. My life. My thoughts...

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